some of you already know this but, anyway, i have the internet on my computer in my home again. so - for now, at least - i am here to stay!

it's great to be back!

ok so since i moved out of my old apartment, i haven't had the internet and so i decide to come to the library today to check on my regular shit - hotmail, yahoo mail, myspace, eskimobob mail, and, of course, deviantart - and make dA my last stop just to find i have 256 new messages! 198 of them are deviations and i only have 10 minutes. guess i'll have to check them out later. sorry, i will look at them all though, guys!

okay, now i know you all have lives. apparently, more than i do. but seriously, do you guys look at the things i post? well, obviously someone is, because i have views and full-page views. but, where-oh-where are my comments? i posted a poem i wrote RIGHT THEN, when i posted it and i don't know what any of you think. i posted excerpts from "the" letter from my evil ex-girlfriend, and no one told me what they thought.

well, i'm done ranting.

some of you occassionally tell me what you think. i tip my hat to you. you know who you are.

the rest of you, snap to it! i comment on your stuff! comment on mine!

please...s'il vous plait...por favor...bitte...per favore...пожалуйста...

well, this is my first journal entry.

i have been tagged by karategirl.
so, here's twenty things about me:

(sorry, for those of you who had seen versions 3, 4, and 5 of my website)

1 - i was once a trekkie
2 - i swear alanis looked directly at me while performing "perfect"
3 - i love the word "fuck" in all of its forms
4 - i shared a bottle of blue moon riesling with someone special on halloween 2000
5 - i met and hung out with the secondary members of kittie in 2000
6 - i was bitten in the ass by a dog when i was younger
7 - i like "the sound of music"
8 - i won three spelling bees in grade school
9 - the first time i dyed my hair was a combination of black and blue
10 - i would give anything i could to be a virgin again
11 - i can trace everything that has happened in my young-adult life to one friendship
12 - i fall in love way too easily
13 - squall leonhart is my truest hero
14 - the first time i cross-dressed was in the eighth grade
15 - i feel sad that people i hold dear don't understand or believe that i love them
16 - i was hit by a van in the second grade
17 - my father died before i got to know him as well as i now know i would have liked to have
18 - i am extremely deeply in love with one of my best friends
19 - i am so selfish, but i would give my life for a better future for my son
20 - i am not arrogant; i'm just a whole lot better than you

so, there's my list. but, i refuse to tag anyone else.